no one would believe this, but i actually got nothing else to do at home, so i study american government. huhuhuhu ... guess it can distract my mind for a while. did i mention that i talked to yumma and irfan about my dilemma. didn't talk that frank, but well it was enough to made me understand who i really am, and what i have to do.

cant believe that after all that fight, still misses him. phew.. ardi maaf yah.

i wonder what it feels like to know that you'll never have to be alone. maybe, i'll taste what it feels like one day. when the time comes, i would be prime enough to aknowledge my blessing, and be grateful for it.

it's fix.. we're going to puncak this monday. there will be lucas, me, chaca, irfan, hanif, relyan, and maybe fandi. hmm, hope nay can come along. or maybe she'll be busy with her new boyfriend aryo! congrats for nay!!! :D better be lucky next time 'ndy!;)

chatted with marisa again today. she really help me open up my mind about the way i think today. thanks ma! :D

"i wanna know what makes you cry, so i can be the one who always makes you smile ...
tell me what i gotta do to please you ... i wish i can take a journey thru your mind... "

:: I Wanna Know // Joe ::